Things are gradually getting better, the roommate hasn’t left yet, but he has also stopped the loud bad mouthing.
He’s been mostly reasonable since he got over the flu, though I ended up catching it too. I just caught it at the beginning and was able to use cold medication to manage the symptoms. Money will be kinda tight this next check, but I’m hoping for OT to be offered so I can make up some of the lost time.
I did 2 hours of OT today, and will be signing up for any available as it becomes available.
I’ve been able to set a budget that will ensure no matter how much I’m paying for rent as long as I split it between 2 checks I’ll be able to cover the rent by myself.
Once the roommate does move out, my sister might be moving in, I’d rather she didn’t so I’m hoping she can find a place on her own before he leaves. The chick she went to stay with after breaking up with her boyfriend was sleeping with him before they broke up, so she’s in a mess again.
I recently had another nuclear blow up from being over stressed and took it out on the one person who did not deserve it at all, since the person my ire does apply to, I have to keep my mouth shut unless he breaks the lease.
I’m feeling a lot less stressed now that I realized that while 800 a month in rent will be a tight budget fit, I can make it work. In March I’ll get 3 checks which will be when I can start saving to have a rainy day fund.
I lost A’s trust again and have to earn it back to continue helping her with the admin work on the website.
I’ve been waiting for 2 months for nail art supplies I ordered and haven’t gotten them yet, need to find the receipt from the purchase and find out what happened to that package.
I was really hoping to start making stuff that could be put on the website too, so that A isn’t the only one making products.
I also passed a personal test today. Someone I gave a ride home to left a baggie of meth in my car. I would be lying to say I wasn’t tempted to use any, but instead I just flushed it down the toilet, I didn’t even want it in my car. I certainly wasn’t gonna return it to the guy I gave a ride to. I gave 2 people a ride tonight though and wasn’t sure who left it behind.
Not even sure it was the people I gave a ride to tonight who left it, as I found in on the floor in the backseat while I was cleaning out trash, and I give rides on occasion when they supply gas or cash for the ride.
But I did flush it and felt a sense of pride for resisting the urge to use any. May help that I don’t have any of the supplies on hand anymore, but I know how to get them for free, if I was inclined. Yes my mind worked it all out but I still flushed it.